
haven't written in a minute・8/12/2025

when i first created my site, i intended to write almost daily (sort of like a
hobonichi, iykyk) but these past couple weeks i feel like my brain has been running on fumes??? most of my days look like this:
wake up 7:30am-ish
work 9-6pm-ish
gym 6:30-8pm-ish
??? 8-2am-ish
so there hasn't really been a whole lot to say. i wanted to write a bit more about my vacation and share some photos but i've been too lazy. i-i
i'm done with school for a couple weeks, which has been good, but i go back later this month *and* i start my field placement soon. i chose to be placed in a public school, with the hopes of becoming a school social worker next year. i really hope it will be a good fit for me.
i've been listening to a few new-to-me artists that i might write another post about soon. and i've got a couple art projects on deck that i might document as i go. i have a hard time staying motivated in most areas of my life. i really have to force myself to keep going most of the time. i'll get these random spurts of energy where i get hyper-focused on one thing but it doesn't last too long. like once i finish the thing i'm obsessed with, my brain shuts down for a while. it feels very cyclical. i hope i'm due for a burst of inspiration soon.
the one thing i can say i've been disciplined and consistent with is my gym/exercise routine. sometimes it feels like the stairmaster is the only thing keeping me sane.
i'm at work rn. sometimes when i'm here at the library, i look around and feel so overwhelmed by all the books i'll never read, movies i'll never see, music i'll never hear. there's so much i want to do but just not enough time to experience it all... anyway, that's all i got for now.
ok thx bye ♡♡♡♡♡